I had the realization recently that being a teacher has helped me get a better understanding, at least so I think, of how God views us, His children.
I very much desire the best for
all my students, even the ones that are sometimes jerks or punks -- I want to see them succeed and grow in things that make up their lives -- such as the quadratic formula, being kind and respectful
always to their teachers and other human beings, coming to know the Lord, and growing to become mature men and women in Christ. At BAICA camp, I think it hit me very clearly, one evening -- I was getting on some kids again for not following the rules, which are essentially designed to encourage responsible living, respect, and submission to authority. I couldn´t figure out why these kids wanted to make it harder on themselves than it had to be. These kids in particular had ongoing pissy attitudes and were talking back, not wanting to do what I asked, and it felt like a constant fight with them trying to get them to, in the end scheme of things, do these things that arrive to the end goals that I mentioned earlier.
In my role as a teacher, I think He's shown me a much clearer sense of our relationship with the Lord. He lays down His instructions very clearly in Scripture and through Jesus. Yet, I know that my selfish desires and my many times pissy attitude make it harder on myself than it has to be. I can just see God going "Uhhh, you goof balls, you still can´t mind, it´s really not too difficult I tell you, but you want to do it your way."
"Even in all of that, I still love you very much, and I want the absolute best for you."
Sorry for being such a dork God.